what's wrong?

there must be something wrong with my hormones. my mood has been swingy lately, without any real reason. one minute i'm happy, a second later i'm so down. weirddd.

like the other day, while riding the bus going to work, it showed videos of charice pempengco. it showed her performances in oprah, and her duet with celine dion, news clips etc. and guess what, i got teary eyed. what. the. hell. it was a video of charice, for crying out loud. (no, i'm not bashing charice. she has a really good voice, but it's really not something that would get a person teary eyed.) i was so touched and i was like "wow, ang swerte ng batang to :')" gah.

and then, on the way to subic (bandang SCTEX ata), while looking at the road, i started to feel like i was in america. and i imagined myself living there. and then yea, i admit, i felt frustrated - all while looking at a bunch of trees, blue skies and a wide road.

and last night, i watched disney's original movie Camp Rock. and when joe jonas sang his composition to demi lovato near the lake, i was so "awwww...". to think that it was so highschool. gah.

tsk, ano ba to? hassle!

24 hours isn't enough

this is one of those times wherein you wish there were more than 24 hours in a day. here's the picture: of course, there's the full time job that i have. and unfortunately, the project that i'm in is so toxic, i'm almost embarrased to leave the office as early as 5:30pm (my shift is 8am to 5pm). so there are times (not always though) that i leave later than usual.

then there's practice for the presentation for the company christmas party.

then there's my other job (without pay, btw). i'm not complaining though. but it does take up a large chunk of my time too. especially now when there are several events lined up and the boss goes "wag ka muna umalis", which means staying for 2 more hours.

then the gym. i can't not go to the gym. if i skip gym for a long time, i get irritable and sluggish. 

then there's christmas shopping. still a lot on my list!

then there's doing the grocery, vaccuming, laundry, scrubbing, taking out trash, and a pile of clothes waiting to be ironed.

what about meee? my needs? my social life? so little time for sleep! little lady needs to recharge her batteries. little lady wants to watch television. little lady wants to spend time with friends and her cute little nephews. little lady wants to watch a movie. little lady wants to buy gym clothes and dresses. little lady wants to go to the beach. little lady wants to read a book in a coffee shop. i want a "do nothing week" please! haha! don't get me wrong. i am happy. just need time to breathe a little :)

17 days before Christmas, everyone!

retarded

awful. awful. awful day.

1. today, i decided to wear flip flops. and the rain poured and my feet were all wet and grimy.

2. i had to stay longer than necessary in the office because of this data conversion thingie i had to finish.

3. wasn't able to submit my letter today.

4. jeff hardy, the love of my life, is here in the Philippines and i wouldn't get to see him.

gah. how retarded could this day be?!

hmmm... what do i get for dinner to make me a little bit happier? cerealicious? green tea yogurt topped with mango? pistachio sansrival? strawberry banana blizzard? whopper jr? clubhouse sandwich at pancake house?

oh i know i know!!! good ol' kwek kwek and razon's halo halo! yum! oohhh!! and i have left overs from last night's dinner at bubba gump! woooooh winner!

hope tomorrow would be a better day :D

wait for your turn please

yesterday, my brother and i went to this yogurt store. i wanted to get yogurt with kiwi and strawberry toppings (waaah heavenly!)

so we were there in the queue. there were 2 guys in front of us and a girl at the back. when the cashier (a girl) got the order of the 2 guys, she left the cash register (WHY would she leave the register?) and prepared the 2 guys' orders. then the other crew (a guy who was SUPPOSED to prepare the orders) asked the woman behind us what her order was AND THEN proceeded to prepare her order. and i was like WTF?!

so i asked my brother 'gusto mo pa ba?' 'umm..ok lang...' 'ayoko na e.' 'baket?' 'e kase nauna pa yung babae e.' then i left the store. (no, i didn't storm out. i'm not like that. haha!)

grrrrrr.. and i was SO looking forward to having heavenly yogurt with kiwi and strawberry! :( hmm... i'll have cerealicious one of these days instead. YEY!